**Fucking Monday**

Yesterday went to work & learnt that Elaine's mum has passed away... The moment I heard... kinda shocked.. cos its like Sat I jus saw her & the next day she is gone... However I did not went to the wake cos finished work very late yesterday ... & this afternoon they are going for cremation... but I got to work.. so cant attend...anyway its really difficult when ur closed ones leave u... somemore her mum is still young... however this is part & parcel of life... life still goes on...

Anyway yesterday was fucking busy at work.. & I only slept for 1.5 hrs the previous nite... Tired.. head super heavy.. so many things to do... got to clear up pple's shit ....& the worse thing is watever I have done is not being recognised... I cant stand it anymore... I wana change job.. heard that there wun be quatherly bonus soon... more determined to change job... fucking job.. worked 1 yr plus liao... dun even have increment... wat fucked up job... urgh... My work attitude now is heckcare ah... no need to do so much.. do extra for wat.. oso like tat... not being recognised oso...

Erm... looking forward to Friday.. so are Karen & Stace... In fact Karen seems more excited than me... haha.. Okie.. I have invited some of my collegues to Addicted as well... While I inviting more pple... I feel happy & at the same time scare... haha.. Happy to have more pple coming down.. but scare my pocket hole become bigger & bigger... Told 'Thumper Guy' about it & he is so generous to split the bill with me... so sweet rite.. hehe... Now at least I not tat scare liao... but still have to watch out the drinks that nite...
Last nite the 'Da Ge' I mentioned previously asked me to be his partner for his D&D which is in Nov... haha... ya..still long way.. in fact 3 mths more... but at least give me ample time to slim down mah.. Mus look pretty.. hehe...

Erm duno wat to wear on Friday... Hai~.. headache... Will it be fun on Friday??? Wat if its disappointing how??? I scare i am expecting too much... :X

**Sweetie Cassie**