**Change for the Better**

Regretted letting him read my last entry... Regretted spoiling our BKK trip with it... I realised that I love him alot & cannot afford to lose him... I promised to change... more gentle, understanding, think positively & definitely being more mature... I talked to tons of people on this.. Thanks everyone whom has lent a listening ear to me.... Since I dun wan to lose him, I have to change.. Hopefully everything will turn well with the changes I have made... I have been telling Ser previously that I have thoughts of leaving him but when the actual time comes, only to realise how much I love him.... It has partly been my fault that things turn out this way.. I admit...which I terribly regretted it... Just hope that he dun take me for granted with the changes I have done...