**MissinG Him Terribly**

Currently feeling depressed again ... Everything was fine before tat... Both Elaine & Saadiah were asking why am I so happy. Without realising it, I was like 'is it'? Saadiah thot I have gotten back with 'him' or found someone new...At that instance, I was asking myself 'Have I really gotten over him?' Maybe the answer is "YES" which explains my mood....

At this point, I dun think I have gotten over him the least bit... Automatically I will just think of him during the nite... Tears eventually flow just thinking back all the memories... I miss him badly... I wish he will contact me... Despite knowing he won't, foolish me still hoping that he will call or at least sms me eventually... However each day I waited in vain...

When is the day that I can ever stop thinking about him?

When is the day that I can completely get over him?