**Wat Am I DoinG...**

I noe I shouldnt be doing this... but in real fact I am getting deeper into it... without realising... Sometimes I will think wat the hell am I doing... Do I really wana be a bitch as well.... ??? Am I game enough to play or not??? What if it ended up getting myself hurt? I dun wana think about all these... but it just automatically come into my mind.... while falling asleep in the bus I would even have images of the impossible in my mind... Think I will be going crazy soon... Can anyone help me get out of all these...? Work sux as well... Basically I have no goal in life at this moment... wats wrong with my life???