**Fucking Pissed**

Suppose to meet Uncle Erik today for KTV... however this old guy having sore throat so went for maken.. chit chat instead.... While dinner...we de4cided to sms 'An Quan Gan' saying 'I miss you'.... see if he got any reaction.... well he did not reply.... so Uncle decided to use his hp to msg as well... asking if fri wana go Addicted... a reply asking 'who is this?'... after Uncle replied back... no more reply from 'An Quan Gan'... nvm... i still can accept it... jus losing hope...

After my shower, i saw a missed call from 'An Quan Gan'... happily I called... i regretted calling... seriously... now while typing this entry I can feel my blood boiling... apparently he has a quarrel with his dealer & was walking from Central Mall back to Sim Lim Square to get his car.... ya.. its a very long way... & thats y he called me lah... so I shoot him back jokingly 'u sian then call me lah'... then he oso attitude... said 'its ok1..nvm... i can dun tok 1....' btw he is seh oso... we managed to tok awhile then he attitude again say 'aiyah u can go & slp lah... i walk myself lah....' after which he hang up on me... Piang... I fucking angry.... WTF.... i call you & tok ... then u hung up on me... Na Bei... so wat if I like you... then u can treat me like tat ah... I cant describe how pissed am I... of cos I am sad as well... but I am more angry than sad lor....

No more 'An Quan Gan' in my life.... He can fuck off already... BTW I saw Wil & his gf just now... duno wat to react at that moment oso... jus felt like 'siam-ing'... Anyway its the past liao ah....
I guess I really need sleeping pills... too much things in my mind these few days.... & another fucking day tomorrow... meeting with Manager... discuss problems & corrective actions on our accounts... sure kena fuck again... sian... cant think of any corrective actions... basically its not my fault mah... operations overlook then I got to clean up the shit meh? Everything is just so shitty.....!!!!