**Angry....**

Finally have the time & energy to write this entry... actually wanted to blog on sat afternoon when I am back from work.. cant wait to voice out the shitty Friday nite... but just no time....

Didnt have any plans on Fri nite.. Calista called & wanted to go club.. then Erik oso asked that nite go where... so in the end we headed to Dbl O cos I got free entry... Erik as usual put aeroplane again... anyway while waiting for Calista & fran outside Dbl O, I saw him queuing up...& immediately 'siam'.... dun ask me y i have such reaction.. I was just so scared to see him... my heart suddenly beat very fast & felt very cold... probably part of the reason is I was awfully dressed that nite cos in the 1st place didnt really have the clubbing mood... i called Cali & asked if we can change location... but they wanted Dbl O.. .. so I went in & kept a lookout for him... making sure I am at the other side of the room from him... however no matter where I was, I jus bump into his frans... so 'sway'... later part of the nite i was at the lounge part.. sitting down relaxing when I noticed that he was at the other side... lying flat on the sofa.. DRUNK... wonder if I am being over sensitive, i saw his group of gers suddenly turned & kept looking over at my direction... I cant help being sensitive cos I heard that they have been spreading rumours about me... not to forget 'adding salt & pepper' to it...but anyway watever they wan to say, I will just ignore... jus like frans who have advised... they are just being immature & if I am to get affected by the rumours, I am oso being childish which I am not & do not wan to... Recall back, its really really very true that always there will be 'something' when I go to Dbl O... close frans will noe wat r the 'things' lah... wonder wat will be the next 'thing' if I ever to go Dbl O again?

Headed to work the next day after slping for 3 hrs.. not that bad lah... better than only slping for 1 hr... reached home ard 3pm.. then Erik jio go party that nite... I wasnt preparing to club leh.. since last nite went already & very tired... but he said he bad mood.. intending to party like crazy... etc.. so ok lor... I jio Pat & David.. then Jess... & since cant find anyone to sign me in Devils that nite, we arrange to go before 9pm to get free entry... I called Erik at 7pm to tell him to reach by 8.30 .. he tell me he cant.. i was like wat!!! u at home now & u cant? plus u r driving man... & he started to ask me how much is the cover.. I wasnt sure so told him ard $20.. he tell me so ex & if he got to pay.. he might not be coming... I was angry that he put me aeroplane again.. then he said ok.. he will come... so in the end he reached Devils slightly after 9.. kena pay cover.. then dun wana go in.. called me to go Mac find him.. I ask him to meet me at Devils' entrance... he said he drinking coffee.. he damn 'da pai' .. i told him I oso drinking wat... then hang up... was super pissed off by him....sms him saying 'dun ever ask me out again'.... then he replied, saying he forgotten to take his wallet out.. he go home first then come over.. when i saw that .. i was laughing inside... he think I 3-yr old kid.. so easy to bluff ah... i told him 'we shall see about it'... & his final sms was 'really ah....' haha... biggest joke of the nite... in the end no news from him at all.. dun even have the courtesy to sms me he is not coming... jus disappear... Recalling back.. this bloody guy even told me earlier on not to play him out... in the end who play who out!!! F**ker... Imagine, I come out... jio everyone out.. all cos of him... then he not there.... Today still have the cheek to msn me saying he went Tanjong Pagar yesterday... I duno how many umpteen times he have played me out... Saadiah said maybe he noe I got other frans with me ... so he find its ok.. but maybe when u r alone, he wun... Sorry to say...its totally untrue... even if I got frans with me... its bad to put aeroplane & worse not to tell pple u cant make it & jus disappear... or wait till I have to ask if u r coming or not... & he got play me out before when I am only supposedly going out with him... jus that when such incident happen, he will tell me he unable to make it... just before I about to get out of the house... sickening guy isnt it....??? Making it worse, he is the one who always ask pple out.. & he is oso the one who cant make it in the end... Damn pissed... I will NEVER wana go out with him anymore... Just return my $$ & fuck off.... Yes... I super HATE him now... !!!