**Back to the old days**
Saturday went clubbing with Ser & uncle Erik... ya... I am in contact with my old frans again... I have abandon them & gone missing when I was with him... cos simply he dun like them.... but luckily my frans all understanding enough to accept me back as their fran again... See.... one of the sacrifices I had made which he did not realise it ... probably he find its nothing... anyway we went to explore Movida & the rest of the pubs at St James... Not bad a place to chill out...however due to used to living in a 'lost' island (this is described by Erik), I cannot take the alcohol well... wat do u expect.. so long never drink... however that nite drank my favourite black label... initally was ok.. then Erik go 'ta' with me... wah.. cannot tahan liao... go toilet & vomit alittle... yes.. I am tat lousy....
There are sometings which I cannot mention over here... Ser will noe wat... anyway I met him the next day to pack my remaining stuffs.... I kept looking at him, confirming if I still have feelings for him.. afterall it all started with his cute looks which made me fall head over heels for him... conclusion is no... no more the heart racing feeling anymore....I truly noe we can never be happy even we r back together cos simply we are not suitable... only feeling i have is jealousy... jealous that he can find someone so fast(less than a week after we broke off).. other than that.. no more other feelings....
Talked to Vincent today.. found that we are happily sacas-ing each other... & realise that I have not been talking in this way for so long... & that is then my normal way of talking... sacas in english.. haha... I am thinking if i were to tok in such manner to Calvin... how will it turn out... I do no want to elaborate but frans who noe him will noe how it will turn out like... therefore I have not been talking in this way for so long.... Calvin & I are still frans thus I do not wan to offend him in any ways.....
Okie... I am tired... Last nite duno y cannot slp... today got to slp earlier to compensate my lost slp.... Nitez....
There are sometings which I cannot mention over here... Ser will noe wat... anyway I met him the next day to pack my remaining stuffs.... I kept looking at him, confirming if I still have feelings for him.. afterall it all started with his cute looks which made me fall head over heels for him... conclusion is no... no more the heart racing feeling anymore....I truly noe we can never be happy even we r back together cos simply we are not suitable... only feeling i have is jealousy... jealous that he can find someone so fast(less than a week after we broke off).. other than that.. no more other feelings....
Talked to Vincent today.. found that we are happily sacas-ing each other... & realise that I have not been talking in this way for so long... & that is then my normal way of talking... sacas in english.. haha... I am thinking if i were to tok in such manner to Calvin... how will it turn out... I do no want to elaborate but frans who noe him will noe how it will turn out like... therefore I have not been talking in this way for so long.... Calvin & I are still frans thus I do not wan to offend him in any ways.....
Okie... I am tired... Last nite duno y cannot slp... today got to slp earlier to compensate my lost slp.... Nitez....
posted by Cassie @ 11:24 PM
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