Suddenly has the urge to blog.... why?? cos tot of the scary past... Talked to Aini over lunch about what had happened 4 mths ago...during conversation the sad feelings started flowing in & was afraid that history will repeat itself.... I duno what will it be like losing him again... just cannot imagine... & dun wish to have this turn into reality... No No No No............ This is never going to happen & I am not going to make it happen!!