I am back @ my aunt's place.. after staying for 5 nites @ Dear's place :( Though I noe its better for us not to everyday meet each other... i still miss him & hope can have him beside me every nite... :p one can never be satisfied...

Thursday
Went Suntec & Dear bought his hp... he was so excited about it.. :) I go 'tong tong' & we went to catch sweets @ arcade... of cos intention is to aim the jackpot... pple who always go arcade catch toys should noe wat I am refering to... After that bough a 2GB Zen V Plus mp3 player... pink color leh.. nice... :) Watched Shrek after that.. though saw many comments that part3 is not as funny as the previous 2... well I still enjoy it... the baby donkey cum dragon is jus so adorable.... tot that nite shld be going hm but while eating, he mentioned 'U tonite staying my house rite' haha.. of cos lah... I wana hug Dear & slp...

Friday
Went walk walk with Saadiah & Tracy after work @ Tampines... Dear came to meet me after his work & we went for our dinner before we headed home... Simle Friday nite but as long as with ur loved ones.. how simple oso will be happy..

Saturday
Dear need not work but poor me got to...sian... went back to his place after work... ate our lunch & both of us fell into deep sleep... especially me.. I am sleeping when realised that Dear's hand was opening my mouth.. Initally tot I was dreaming.. of that when i noe its not, i tot he was dreaming wat type of weird dream until his hand land on my mouth... then i realise he was actually dreamingly opening my mouth to prevent me from grinding my teeth... haha.. too loud that he is being distrubed by it... actually this is not the 1st time ah... Dear told me previously that he always open my mouth once I grind too loudly... but i didnt feel it until that day... haha... so funny.... We finally woke up at 7+ & headed to Bugis for dinner.....walk around, play arcade.... before we headed home....

Sunday
Dear went to play soccer in the morning.. before he went off, he hugged & kissed me.... After that he went to cut & dye his hair.... whereas I went to do soft rebonding... result of it... not those very straight type ah.. but at least neater... & my colleagues say nicer .... then we went Marina Sq to buy his 2GB memory card.. have dinner @ Yuki Yaki.. then walked to Bugis to take bus.. Before tat we stopped over at the arcade at Bugis... & Dear caught a Minnie mouse for $5... very cute... I love it... Btw, had a nightmare that day.. dreamt that Dear told me that he go back with me is for fun... & in the meantime he is still waiting for the rite ger to come.. I remembered I was crying so badly that I immediately woke up... very scary.... I even kept thinking about it when I am out... Never wan this to happen...
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Dear jus called.. he jus bought a badminton racket cos he & his fran are adding badminton as part of their workout routine... then they went to Bugis arcade again & caught Dear's favourite Xiao Ding Dang bolster... he was so happy while telling me... He said its very soft & next time when I stayed over, can hug liao... :) Jus then recalled something which he mentioned last nite while I am half aslp... but not sure so jus now confirmed with him over the phone....

Me: Did you mention I was hugging so many things last nite?
Dear: Ya lah
Me: Got meh?
Dear: Got lah... You hug minnie mouse... hug my pillow... & leg hug my bolster... arm lying on my small pillow... Like that nothing for me liao...

haha... never realise tat leh... anyway this morning told a pic of him while he was aslp... so cute... his hand was beside his lower cheeks... like broken-wrist .. haha.. cannot post the pic.. later he scold me... i show Aini & she laughed like hell.... although his actions showed tat he loves me... being more caring & concern.. always wanting to hold my hand.... etc... I still waiting for him to tell me he loves me.. I wan to hear it from his mouth.... at times , i still wonder if he still like me or love me.... althought with all the things he had done... I still feel insecure... I wan to hear him say it out...Btw that day when he changed to his new hp... I saw the msges from the bitch in his SIM card... I asked him y? still cant bear to delete ah? He said that he dun delete msges 1 mah... he will delete 1 shot when the quota is full.. i was not happy hearing that... seriously I was so affected when I saw the msg from the bitch even though I already noe that he is still keeping... My face turned black.. & he was like 'Orr.. u wana show me attitude again is it?' We kept quiet & went for our movie... He later fed me with nachos & i alrite liao.. the next day, I saw he deleted all the msg liao... :)

Okie... got to rest liao.. nose keep dripping while typing this post... falling sick liao... dun when wana take MC...hehe