**Everything too Fast...?**

First of all... 'An Quan Gan' no more...but someone else came into my life... & seems like everything has happened too fast... I am falling for him... which I am really afraid to.... Scared of being hurt again... After hearing wat he said to me tonite... I am even more confused... Do I just let myself fall deeper or control my feelings for him? Really very luan... I dun dare to tell him how I feel/think.... I wana protrait myself as a strong ger to him...

He told me he is unsure about us as well... hearing that really sad... Guess I really like him... but I now will have the 'anytime let go' mentality... Although I dun wan that to happen, I have to get myself prepared....

Continue more tomorrow....