So much wanted to blog @ work today.. cos was quite free & tired due to not enough slp... wana make myself awake by blogging however boss is around the whole day....

Okie... start from Tuesday.. I reached home & my aunt was watching TV in the living room... as usual I went to bath... after finish, I wanted to hang my clothes when I passed by my aunt's room... erm its dark inside however I spotted a figure sitting on the bed.... only to realise that its my mum... think she jus woke up... & she came up to me & said 'Give back me the keys.. my things going to settle soon.....' & she went back to the room... I quickly hang my clothes, took the keys except the letter box 1, & pass to my aunt.... My aunt told me y dun pass to my mum directly... I ignored, went straight to my room & locked myself... Minutes later, my aunt kept knocking on the door.... I continued to ignore.... Believe my mum asked her to ask me about the letter box key... I initially felt very angry when I saw my mum... & also felt she aged alot.... abit pity but there is muc more anger.... after that I cried.... felt sad & hurt... y must things end up like tat.... I locked myself in the room the whole nite.... I was thinking how will she be feeling when she left my aunt's place last nite.... Her own daughter who do not wan to see her at all... will she feel sad as well??? Next morning my uncle asked if I tok to my mum.. erm... mus be my aunt tell him 1 ah.... if my mum had really wanted to tok to me..... her first sentence to me is not to demand the keys back already... if she had thought over it previouly, she would not have raise to me about money issue already... but in the end she still did... does she really wan things to end up in such horrible manner??? Toked to Dear that nite.... though he couldnt help anything but he is there to lend me a listening ear... This is enough & he accompany me tok so that I dun brood over it.... :) I finally told him that I have been staying at my aunt's place... I dun wan to bluff him anymore ah.... tok to him about my mum again yesterday over dinner... well as usual, he never comment much except that if he were me, he will give my mum a slap... haha... but he told me not to think about it already... else I no appetite again.. later dun wana eat & have gastric again... & while saying, he kept feeding me eat.... hehe.... Like tat enough liao, I am happy....

We went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean last nite... its a 2210hrs show & lasted for 3 hours.. the show not bad ah.. but I prefer SpiderMan... Dear said both movies are equally nice... well the monkey in the Pirates is definitely very cute.... hehe.... by the time show ended, is already 1am plus.... we still need to work the next day.... anyway stayed over at his place... cos first of all is nearer, secondly I dun like to give my aunt's dog bark..esp late at nite & wake the whole family up.... & most importantly, I wana spend more time with Dear.... :)

When reached his place, cant slp ... probably past sleeping time liao lor.... anyway forced myself to slp... think in the end 3+ then fell aslp.... woke up at 7.30 this morning... but kept waking up in between... this explains my tiredness today... with very heavy head as well.... actually while typing this entry, I can feel my head getting heavier again.... back to this morning, before I left for work, kissed him jus like the past... & he sleepily pull me down beside him & hug/kiss me.... jus so loving..... He has made me happy & feel loved these few weeks... esp after Genting trip.... & I can tell that he is happy as well.... Hoping & wishing everything will remain as its now... :)