Think my stomach getting weaker... Have been feeling very uncomfortable these few days... feel bloated & always 'la tu zi'.... Actually since I moved to his place last yr, I keep having frequent diahorrea & vommiting.... Now even when I eat too full, will even 'lao zai' leh... In fact while typing this entry, my stomach is in pain.. :(

Watched 'Bridge to Terabithia' yesterday with Dear... bought the tickets first since I reached before him.. I jus told the guy over at the counter that I wan a pair of tixs for 'Bridge to Terabitha'... gave him my card.. happily signed & collected the tixs w/o looking at it.... then went to meet Dear.... when he met me, he hugged & kissed me... love the feeling.... felt loved... hehe.. ok.. so we went for dinner & after which he asked for the tixs... well I oso dun like to keep ah... i scare losing it... so I passed to him....& he took a closer look at it... erm the tixs are for 1845hrs movie!!!!! I actually wanted the 2115 hrs one lor... heng the tixs got state what time they were printed... imagine I bought the tixs @ 1918hrs & the person at GV can give me 1845hrs w/o even asking me... piang... isn'it common sense that most pple would want the next available time slot... if u cant confirm, then ask lah.....
Well back to the movie.. erm not really what I have expected it to be lor... cos the preview like very fantasy... however when watched liao.. hai~.. Watever fantasy in the movie can be seen in the preview already ... nothing more... its a disappointment... I looking forward in watching 'Glory of Blades'.. Hope it wun disappoint me... We took a cab after the movie... Dear looked so tried on the way back so I asked the cab driver to stop over at his place first... If only I was still staying at his place... hai~ Since our Genting trip, have been tinking of moving back to his place... I noe its not a wise decision... but I miss him so much after the trip... I do not want to control him on the time he spent w his frans... I jus wana see him... last time when I was staying his place, I dread going back when I noe he is not back home yet.... but now, if time to turn back, I would not mind it... I will just wait patiently at home for him to come back cos I simply jus wana see him...hug him.. kiss him... Believe previously was becos I need company but now just seeing him makes me happy (even he would probablybe playing PS2 at home)..... I can actually keep saying 'I love you' to him without getting tired cos thats indeed how I feel... I am the type whom would want to let my bf noe how I feel 1 lor... Dear would noe very well that this is me.... He might be sick with the long talks when I feel something is wrong... but its me lor... something not right, got to voice out mah... I dun like to keep to myself & dwell about it....

Tmr friday finally.... but duno meeting him or not cos he got company dinner.. duno until wat time.. but he did say if i wan, still can meet lah... jus cannot confirm the time only... hmm.... i Sat got to work leh... shall see how lor....
I just cant stop telling him .....................