Cassie

Just wana be Happy with my Loved Ones....

Friday, June 24, 2005

**TrutH is OuT**

Today finally know what's the real reason behind the breakup... Is because of a bitch... By some means, I noe he is with the bitch... My mind was in a mess when I found out... I called him up & confronted him, though I noe nothing will be changed but I just want to noe the whole truth...
Conversation btw me & him...

Me: Tell me whats the real reason to the breakup....
Him: We not compatible lor...
Me: Are you sure? Dun bluff me anymore...
Him: ya...
Me: Didnt you say cos I dun trust u? Cos you want to concentrate on ur work & studies?
Him: (kept quiet)
Me: You have another ger already rite? Is that bitch.....
Him: ya... But breakup is not because of her... How u noe about this?
Me: Then why u still be Mr Nice Guy to me after the break-up?
Him: Cos I tot we can still be franz...
Me: So all the promises that you wun fall for another ger, etc are crap?
Him: what thing?
Me: Oh... U mus have forgotten... Afterall these are said during honeymoon period ah...
Him: (Kept quiet)
Me: You have been with her before our breakup rite?
Him: No.. its nothing to do with her....
Me: I noe she likes you all along....
Him: So....
Me: So not cos of her? & u can so fast after that fall for her?
Him: I dun need to explain to you.. I dun owe you anything anymore...
Me: (kept quiet.. too shocked to hear what he just said)
Him: how did you noe this? is your friend here? (**he's outside**)
Me: I dun owe you an explanation as well...
Him: Ok then.. Bye
Me: (I hung up the phone)
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I felt devasted.. Despite after the breakup.. many pple tell me that he most likely had another ger.... I still dun believe... to me, he is still a faithful guy... until today... I finally found out his true colors.... I am really blind for the past 3.5 yrs... After me going thro with him his NS period... his degree coz (graduating next yr)... his stressful work.. encouraging him... support him when he needs me... (though I am not a gd gf.. i did tried my very best).... in return he treated me like that... the moment he's getting closer to his goals... he left me for a bitch... What the fuck!!!
He everytime tell me that I dun trust him... Is just excuses.... this type of guy how to trust?
I HATE HIM TO HELL!!!!!!!!!
I noe of this bitch's pressence since 1 yr plus ago... I saw that he & her have been exchanging emails, saying that they are excited to meet each other... At that time when I found out, I confronted him & he told they are just ex-classmates... We did quarrel about this matter... & he promised me not he wun contact her anymore.. even his sis noe about this... She told me this 'Sometimes its best to believe what guys say.. Dun think so much.. ' Okie.. So I let the matter rest... I asked him to delete her off his friendster's list... he did... however this bitch requested to add her again... he rejected his request... but the thick-skinned bitch does not give up...kept requesting... until he told me nvm.. he will just leave the request pending...
Months later, I found that he has been sms-ing the bitch... but I duno what are the contents... He said its just forwarded msges.. & sometimes she sms him.. he feels bad not to reply back... Btw the bitch noes he has a gf already... I oso noe she wrote about him in her blog... from all these stuffs, i noe that she likes him... But I never expect him to like such a thick-skinned bitch...
Elaine said she feel like slapping him if she were to see him... Well, me too... I will do it with all my strength without any regrets... Ser said since he can do this to me, he can do it to this bitch as well... Let this bitch have a heartless guy then... Afterall, they make a compatible pair.... Heartless Bastard & Bloody Bitch....
Thanx to this bitch who helps me see his true colors... afterall its not too late, I am still young...
Ser assured me that I can get a much much better guy than him... Yup.. I hope so...
So.... interested to noe how the bitch & bastard look like? Here it is.. Say me childish or watever... I dun care... I just like it....


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