**TruE LoVe ExistS?**

Tears finally flowed down my cheeks today... Was having dinner & chilling out with Stace just now when we talked about one of her guy fran who has been in a relationship for 3-4 yrs... As the relationship seems kinda stagnant, he tot of doing something diff from the usual like playing tennis etc to spice up their relationship... However his ger rejected him by giving lame excuses... This resulted him in losing faith in the whole matter & even said if he were to meet someone more suitable now, he will go for it... Hearing this makes me angry& sad... How can the guy do such thing after sooo long a relationship? Long relationship really doesnt last? Even if it lasts, the feelings will not be the same again? I have been hearing too many of such things recently & I am starting to lose faith... Of cos, the ger plays a part in this as well... she doesnt seems to make any effort to make it work... cant entirely blame the guy... afterall he did tried...

This leads me thinking of Kenneth... He did not even tried to savage our past long relationship... Maybe he did initially however he did not tried hard enough... in fact he gave up after he changed to a diff job... Does change of work environment plays a factor in relationship? I duno... But seems like guys do change when they switch jobs... Does changing job = changing gf? I still cant bring myself to accept the fact that he betrayed me... I never tot he is such a person...
I miss the old Kenneth... Was at the airport just now & tot back the times when I see him off to Aust... I was crying badly then... & how excited, happy were both of us when I fetched him at the airport... I missed the old times... I wished I could turn back time... Really wished... There is just too many memories of him everywhere....