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Stace came back from Tokyo liao... & brought back a piece of good news... that is her bf proposed to her... everyone now seems to be getting married at young age... is it a trend now to get married young? Erm I duno leh.. seeing this makes me scare... I now dun even have a bf... let alone toking about getting married.... will I be left on the shelf? Actually I quite contradicting ah.... On this hand scare nobody wans... but the other hand if I were to really find my Mr Right, will it last? My failed relationship with Kenneth makes me lose faith ... Nowadays, not many relationships/marriages do work out .. Its really scary....

Elaine kena hand,foot, mouth disease... 2 days MC... hai~ Cant go for my half-day leave tomorrow liao... & I sat got to back-up her... My plans kinda ruined... Tot of tomorrow half day go home & rest, watch vcd.. then sat clean hse , after which go Delwan's farewell party @ Changi Village Hotel... Duno her quite well but she is really very funny... Enjoy the times when I am chilling out with her & Stace... Will miss her jokes & craps for the next 2 mths... Anyway intend to go swimming cum sun-tanning there ah.. Though can still make it even aft work, however think will be dead tired by the time I reached there... So Sunday is my only rest day but late afternoon going for ktv session with Sharon & Meiting... Yaya... Will sure to cry.. but its a way to make relieve myself... It feels better to cry it all out... Hence it will be quite a busy weekend for me ahead...

Updated Stace of all the happenings in my life since she left for Tokyo... She felt angry with all the things he had done... in fact not only she, all my franz are angry with him.. the things he did esp controlling watever I wan to blog... where i post my blog address etc... he is just totally blinded by her to realise what he is doing... Well... I come to realise that maybe I do not love him anymore... its just too used to him already... Why I feel sad then? Cos he betrayed me & hurted me terribly... Such a guy I dun think I wan to keep it with me... Like Stace & Ser said, always think of the lot that I 'qiu".... Someone better will be out there waiting for me :)

~~I want to be happy again~~