Though its been only 2 weeks plus since we got back together but it seems so long to me... of cos is not that I dread being with him... but there were many ups & downs... found out things which made me upset but since I made this choice, I have to expect all these coming... Well. said easier than done... each time i end up in tears... I changed for him.. to trust him... not to confront him .... i am trying my very best to change... to be a good gf .. jus for him... no one has been approving of me getting back with him... not a single soul.... but like Ser said, dun care wat others say, jus do watever I wan... & yes, wat I wan now is him... to be with him....

Last week I started seeing changes in him... & I appreciate the effort he made... I am happy to be with him.. jus spending time with him watching dvd... with him hugging & kissing me... its all so sweet... though a simple weekend but very sweet... duno how many times i mus emphasize 'sweet'... anyway probably my screw abit loose yesterday & I made a big hoo-haa... I blared out everything & kinda relieved that I let him noe how I feel.... Everything is fine now & like wat he said, he all along treats me as his gf...

I wana blog all these down so that I am able to read thro the happy moments I had with him... be it wat the outcome will be between both of us in future... Ser sms-ed me jus now telling me to treasure what I have with him.... Yes. I definitely will treasure it.... glad that he is making an effort... & lastly I am hoping our relationship will work out....