**Regretted**

Didnt tot of blogging tonite... however after wat happened just now... I feel like do some scribbling here... Was having dinner with Stace just now... talked about stuffs which left me thinking about the past... she said last time I & him were still so close together when I was still in DBS... still remember the time all of us including Karen went to eat 'chong qing'... its seems like a couple of mths back only... how time flies... Anyway all these happy memories resulted me in doing something just now which I truly regretted... Y cant I just control myself..? all these while hasn't it been fine... ??? Y do I wan to make myself feel this way again? Terrible feeling but maybe thats wat I want afterall.....