**The 2 of Us...**

We have been meeting everyday... including today... even though I was super pissed off with him last nite... he admitted it's his fault & said no more clubbing / drinking for him... at least not tat often... well duno to believe or not... anyway me being such a nice ger... of cos very fast 'xiao qi' lah.. haha...

He has been treating me well... partly cos now is the so-called honeymoon period oso... just hope it dun end so fast... his small little actions/gestures touched me & have me falling more for him... eg today ... despite his small butt was really in pain... couldnt sit nor stand still... he still agreed to meet me for dinner... cos unreasonable me insisted.... but after I saw him really super in pain... I felt so guilty... shouldnt have asked him to come out... he should be resting at home....

Currently having mixed feelings.... happy yet worried... glad that I have him but scared that all these will jus vanish with a snap of fingers... I wan to make this relationship work & dun wana lose him... On the other hand, I wan to noe what is he thinking as well.... Are we on the same path or only me who is the only party trying to make it work out? Nonetheless, I am missing him already....