**Back to Singlehood....**

Guess the subject explains everything... no more Dear anymore... suddenly I feel everything took place so fast... He used to tell me this but at that point of time, I dun think so at all.... Only when its over then I realise 'yes... it happened too fast...' Duno if its a good or bad thing... but no matter wat, its over.... I have to learn to let go of it...


Met up with Karen today @ Addicted... Her main intention is to have a talk with me, not drink... however guess he has 'saved' the trouble for her.... no talk is needed afterall, he has made the decision already... Before going home, Karen asked if I am alrite... 'yup' was my reply... She kept asking me ' r u sure?' ... think it scares her that I look too ok esp in such situation... Seeing my own behaviour.. I oso scared... I am just too alright already...


Currently feeling confused, lost, maybe kinda relief as well... dun ask me y... I oso duno... Maybe like wat he said, life without him will be better.... Maybe... Perhaps....Hopefully....


Btw met Dimple Guy @ Addicted as well... He told Karen that I slimmed down alot... erm the last time i seen him was about only a mth ago... however I dun think so leh... didnt even made the effort to go on diet leh... Anyway I am happy to hear that ah... Will continue to strive to attain a slimmer Cassie.... :)