**Regretted.... **

Currently working now but no mood.... btw this is the 1st time I am blogging at workplace... At times even when I am very free at office... the tot of blogging nvr came to my mind... partly cos I have to access the internet secretly.... However now I dun care.... jus felt disturbed by wat happen last nite... whereby I jus wan to express my feelings in this entry....

Dear & I were chatting as per normal last nite which somehow turned serious when I touched on a certain topic... The ending wasn't good... & I have never expected such an outcome... I seriously do not mean anything & doesn't mind about it if it remains like tat... Jus tot tat its for his own good... However he changed his impression of me.. He felt disappointed with me & I am very affected.... I shouldnt have raise such a topic last nite.. else he wun be behaving very differently now... I am totally affected by this whole matter & colleagues are asking why am I looking so sad...

I want the old Dear... able to hear his chirpy voice... telling me that he misses me... I dun need him to change anything....