**Lost... Confused....**

The song playing bascially explains how I am feeling now... I really wish time could be turned back... I miss the past... though it ended up horribily... but at least I had the happy & sweet memories to keep...


At the same time, I am lost & confused as well... Dun wana mention what happened but I have chosen the 'not recommended' choice... I know eventually what will be the outcome but I still stubbornly insisted on this choice... You can call me stupid or watever... but I have made up my mind... I dun wana care/think about what will happen next time... as long as I am happy now...


Many people told me that I am very nice ger... too nice that I get bullied at times... however why cant he just appreciate me as what I am....