**Uncertain Him**

Afterall he has not decided wat he wants yet.... I hate being bluffed... These few days have been a roller coaster ride for me... At times, he makes me happy... but he saddens me as & when... I dun wan such experience anymore... No more for me... Though I like him alot... I have decided to let it go.... I seriously dun wan to go thro again wat I have experience half yr ago... Its easier for me now than next time time he tell me we not suitable..etc... Though I feel sad currently... I will overcome it... all it takes is time...We shall end it here.... No more contacting/seeing each other after today... It will make me feel even worse....