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Changed my layout again.. Well cos its not appropriate anymore... Didnt expect it to last for such a short period only... Anyway the outlook of my new webbie is still nice.... Agree? :)

Was on MC last fri... Having quite a bad flu... well but tat did not stop me from going out...Met Calista's & her fran for KTV which then we proceed to Zouk...Erm I still dun like Zouk despite this is my third time going... Still prefer MW afterall...

Sat went to Creative to change my MP3 player the THIRD time... ya..within a year its spoilt for the 3rd time.. lousy & the stupid service centre is damn far... Jurong leh... when I reached there the stupid MP3 player jus wouldnt hang... like tat how to prove to them its faulty... piang.. i made alittle bit hoo-ha...then they finally agreed to change a new 1 for me... hehe... this time i got a dark blue Zen Micro... Initially I bought a black 1.. then when its spoilt for the 2nd time... they no stock for black.. so they offered a silver lor... bo pian lor.. i waited too long liao.. now I ask them to give me a blue 1... haha... Hope it wun spoil again... its too troublesome & my warranty is ending soon....
After that went to see SawII...erm i find part 1 more disgusting leh... anyway the show not bad lah... more suitable for the psycho pple...haha... Someone bought me a mahjong pc game... duno if that person is willing or not... maybe its jus a slip of the tougue to offer buy give me... until today still asking me to give him back the $$.... :( Suppose to meet Calista & fran @ Liquid Room after the show...but not feeling too good.. so I 'dua' her again.. Guess she must be very pissed off with me...

These past days having all types of feelings.... Happy... Disappointed... Relief... Sad...Seriously I oso duno wat I am thinking now... Today woke up feeling very happy... it could be the tot of yesterday... but when reality hit me... I became disappointed... At some point felt happy that we are franz but when think more about it... it jus saddens me...Maybe 1 day I would not hear from him suddenly.. when he found someone else....Jus duno when that day will come... Sometimes I feel myself damn 'shi bai'... saw something on msn currently which triggered me to have such feeling... though I noe it all along.. but seeing it made me come to my senses... tear flowed... I am trying very hard to be normal franz... & I noe I am almost there already...