**Down Period**

Many people said I have lost weight... Yup.. I am happy & am continuing to achieve that...An incident happened yesterday when I went to accounts dept cos need to raise an urgent cheque... So when I was standing there waiting for the cheque to be issued.. one of the aunties said,'wah.. u lost alot of weight leh... on diet ah?? Everyday eat salad izzit???' I just smiled & shook my head when she mention on the salad thing... but she like didnt even bother about my reply.. & continue to tell another auntie...'She slim down alot hor... prettier & prettier liao leh... mus be everyday eat salad...' Erm.. jus becos u saw me having salad for lunch on one occasion doesnt mean I everyday oso eat leh... Anyway I find the whole thing funny leh... the auntie dun even listen wat I have to say even though she bother to ask me... maybe she is not asking at all in the 1st place.. she assume can liao....

Today my colleague, Auntie Pei Pei (tats wat Elaine & I call her) tell me I look so 'qiao cui' & eyes swollen... will meh? she said last time Elaine & I always so happy... joke.. laugh loudly... but now both of us always look so depressed, dun smile, face black black... She see liao oso sad... Ya I agree.. We have been very down recently... First Elaine has her relationship problem... followed by my break-up... now her mother problem... this few mths have been a down period for us... Its like haven even get over 1 matter.. comes another... Come to think of it.. i miss those happy times... when there is only laughter.. no worries... no tears... I wished I can go back to the old me.. the cheerful & heckcare Cass.... but everything is different already....

Everyone has been telling me to just let go of it... I noe I mus.. I clearly noe wat is the right thing i should do.. however my emotions overwrited it... was emailing sharon during work.. she said' dun think about it liao.. let go.. take it that someone is wearing your old shoes... & its time for you to find a new pair which is better... more suitable... afterall the old 1 is worn out already...' Is it too bad to describe him that way? Dun think he mind anyway... But actually I kinda like & agree wat Sharon said... thats y I still keeping that email... Will read it as & when I am too emotional again...

My Aust trip more or less confirm liao... will be going for 8 days to Gold Coast & Melbourne... hopefully there will be 10 pax by that time to go.. else will be 2 of us.. which means will miss out some of the places... looking forward to it...

Yeah~~!!! Fri going MW ... Sooooo long no go clubbing liao... :)