**Looking forward to Sunday**

Piang... I just spend 1 hr plus to write the entry & its gone... lazy to write liao ah... now I will jus write the summary of the past week....

• Friday Calista's sweet 16th birthday... Karen, Thumper Guy & I were there. Coincidently, Thumper Guy saw his fran, Chris there as well... small world... anyway we played bluff... Chris helped me to drink.. he said for the sake I am cute... Thanks ah... I oso trash the 2 guys playing 5-10... they really 'bu zhi si huo'... dare to say wana play 5-10 with me... haha... Basically happy that nite cos get to see Wil & oso Chris kept saying I cute... haha... I very bhb... but not true meh?
• Saturday pissed off with work.. Manager asked me to update a report which the last entry was in July... This is Elaine's work & I am not trying to be calculative but she is still ard that period lor... & I got to clean up her shit again jus cos she didnt update.. I have enough already.. & the thing is no one noes when will she be back... is there such thing called indefinite MC? Karen said I might as well take all her accounts & the company just raise my pay.... since we can still do it without her...
• Spent my Sunday nite @ Addicted with Karen, Jereme, Wil & gang... Was melting when I looked at Wil while he was singing... jus duno why am I so into him... anyway Chris & his frans came later part of the nite... joined Karen to say hi to them as well.... Thumper Guy oso came not long later.. so shifted to Chris's table... Was talking to Thumper Guy & looking for my lighter when someone hugged me tightly from behind... was Chris.. think he abit seh liao.. he said' Yes my dear... what are you looking for?'.... Wondering if Wil saw that cos before that when Karen went over to take our bags... Wil asked where am I... & Karen said he kept looking at my direction after that... Erm wat will Wil think? Soon Karen, Thumper Guy, Wil & Lester went off... leaving Jereme & his 2 frans... Thumper Guy oso asked Chris to look after me... so in the end I left off in Chris's car... Now did Jereme see it? Will he tell Wil that? hai~... Its somehow the last nite @ Addicted for some reason... Will I ever see Wil again?
• MC today.. Coulding sleep last nite.. oso duno y... anyway looking forward to Sun as I will be flying off to Bangkok though I have been there countless times... I jus need a break... have been feeling very stressed recently... btw I sleepwalked for the 1st time... was semi-concious at that moment.. remember I was into some work stuff... heng my mum wasnt alseep then else I would end up peeing in my room...
• Have been thinking of Wil whole day... Hoping to see him again before Sunday......

**Busy with Work**

Have been very busy these days as usual with Elaine not around..& everyone start to disappear in my dept day by day.... Supposedly dun have to work yesterday 1... but seeing Andrew like cant cope with work & oso knowing that everyting sure will be much messier for me on Monday.. I volunteer to go work... Saadiah said I still havent learn yet.. & she hopes that I am being appreciated.. well hopefully...

Friday went to SAF Yatch club with Karen & 'Thumper Guy' for our finner... great ambience by the sea.. with the breeze blowing on ur face.... nice place to rest & relax... but damn wu lu ah... next we decided to go Fullerton One for ice-cream... but the restuarants there have limited selections of desserts...except BakerzInn which abit sick of it liao... so we walked over to Esplanade... bo liao rite? haha... we settled for Haagen Daz in the end... then headed to Addicted for awhile.. haha.. trying my luck to see if Wil is there... well... I went out off with disappointment... next stop Thumper... I duno y wasnt in the mood for clubbing that nite.. whereas Karen was damn tired.. so we spoilt 'Thunper Guy' 's mood by saying wana go home after at Thumper for 1 hr+... poor guy though he told us its ok... basically that nite he was like our taxi driver... driving us ard...

Saturday woke up early in the morning for work & met Vincent for movie in thr afternoon.... caught 'The Brothers Grimm'.. i personally find not bad... or maybe cos I very long no see show liao ah... after the show, I met Karen, A & 2 of his franz for dinner Marina Sq... before we headed for KTV... the whole KTV session only me, Karen & one of A's fran singing.. of cos I sing the most ah.. haha.. sing until going to lose my voice soon... ended ard 2+ then headed home... felt shiok after singing.. hehe.....

Slept for more than 12 hrs before I woke up... cant describe how tired am I... tomorrow will be the start of another tiring week again.... hai~

**Me & Karen @ the Yatch Club**

**At Haagen Daz waiting for our ice-cream**

**Nice? **

**Maintaining Friendship... **

erm I sense something is different since last nite's phone call... I am doing my part as a fran consoling him... but seems like he is not really upset over the whole matter afterall...he did tell me before that he wished he was single & that he sure court me again... erm... I duno... I would still wana maintain our pure friendship... or maybe I am just thinking too much liao... Hopefully so....

I started to think of 'him' these few days... have the urge to sms/call him... but eventually I didnt... the tot of them so lovey-dovey dropped the idea...

**Zzzz... Zzzz & More Zzzz**

Basically the subject describes how I spent my weekend... Super super tired... Went for Siting's BBQ on fri... think we went there too early... & poor Karen have to wait for the food for 1 hr before its ready.... we chatted with Siting's frans.. & not to forget took some pics as well.. haha.. Siting was too busy playing host tat nite.. so didnt really catch up with her... some other time ba... For once Karen was so excited to go Addicted...She can hardly wait to be there even though its only 8+ then... so we got into a cab & by 9 we are at Purvis Street...

Once there... Calista pulled me to a pub @ Allson Hotel... well the atmosphere over there & at Addicted is totally different.... the music is much hotter & you can actually be the DJ there & chose watever songs u wan... erm... I would say both places are good.. but of cos I feel much more comfortable @ Addicted.. Calista kept introducing pple to me...esp guys.. but I am not interested leh...the guys behind us actually asked us to go join them play cards... I being the spoilsport refused to go over.. so Calista went alone lor... seconds later... she came over & told me the guys wan me to go over... piang.. like 'pei ke' leh... Drank 2 bottles of Heniken before headed back to Addicted... Karen wasn't quite happy cos she saw I abit seh... anyway continue drinking abit there before heading home... Karen said I looked super down tat nite... erm I duno leh.. I think I am ok.. maybe I am just disappointed w something... tats all... Anyway the next day I woke up feeling fine... went to work... came home wanting to take a nap when 'Thumper Guy' called to jio for coffee.... Poor guy, going crazy soon cos of the problems he having... I can only hear him out & give him my opinion.... as for the rest its up to him... I still think he gona be selfish this time round & give her up... Anyway after he send me back.. I straightaway headed for my bed... thats ard 6.30pm.. slept all the way till today 12pm.. haha... 1 word to describe... 'shiok''.... woke up ate my lunch... surf ard.. & went back to sleep from 3 to 7... erm basically my sunday is eat & sleep ah.... & now I am going back to sleep again... haha...

Btw my gd fran cum da jie cum babystitter is attached liao... feeling happy for her but sad for myself... hehe... Happy that she found someone that can always be there for her... to fill up her emptiness at the end of the day... On the other hand I am sad cos she cannot pei me tat much already... I got to go find someone else tat is single already.. haha....

**My big face covered Karen's eyes**

**I looked sleepy...can barely opened my eyes**

**Karen having fun with the float**

**My turn... **

**Nice pose.... ??**

**Both of us being 'zi lian' once again**

**Siting & Me**

**Siting & Karen**

**Siting.. me...Callena (isnt she very sweet?) & Karen**

**Tired... Low Moral**

Wat a nice weather to sleep tis morning.. really feel like hackcare about responsibility & take MC.... but in the end I still went to work... was super busy for the 1st half of day.... & poor Karen have to hear all my complaints during lunch...haha... Andrew & Pat went to see Elaine during lunch.. Andrew was saying that in a ger's point of view, Elaine's conditions is considered quite bad..cos her chin kena stitches, jaws swelling & teeths crooked.. basically the injuries are all on her face... well like tat duno when she can be back.. u guys mus be thinking i very bad...no go see her... busy with work leh.. call her oso dun wana ans... so like tat lor....

Yesterday went KTV w Calista after that went her hse awhile... since her place very wu lu... she helped me call cab... after a few moments in the cab, the driver started toking to me.. ask if I always wear black.. y I like to wear black.. & if my bf likes it.. piang... I jus smiled @ his last question lor.. then he like dun get the hint.. kept asking.. so I said no bf lah... then say how come dun have.. u have a smiling face leh.. so pretty ... high expectations ah...etc... then ask y no go chiong... ladies nite leh.. then tell me he got go 1 leh.. ask me wana go with him or not... in my heart feel like saying ' u siao ah'.. haha.. he asked if I got go chiong w uncle before or not.. then tell me he is not single but available.. piang... he is scaring me more & more lor... then before reaching my place.. he said... 'u still got 3 mins to decide whether to give me ur num or not?' I quickly say... 'erm no need ah.. 1 min more can reach my hse liao'.. then just before stopping in front of my hse.. he ask again... I snapped him by saying 'can stop here liao'... I so scare until while trying to get off.. my heels kena stuck... I cannot stand another second in the cab... This taught me a lesson.. Never entertain taxi drivers again....!!!

Tmr going to Siting's BBQ with Karen.. so long no catch up with her liao.. she is my ex DBS's colleague... after that shall be @ our usual hangout.. Addicted.. though this Sat got to work but dun care ah.. Pat going oso.. so got free drinks.. hehe.... As promised.. below are the pics taken on Sun.. I looked damn messy, fat & ugly... haha.. always like tat when i drink...

**Dun they look like a couple? (I jealous)**

**Erm he really looks like a poly boy**

**Seeing Karen 'seh'... he oso act 'seh'.. funny...**

**Acting cute**

**She is my da jie.. I am her xiao mei... **

**Though same age but he looks like her younger brother**

**'Seh' oso can look so nice....**

**Really Cant Stand Work Anymore!!!**

Monday was a busy day @ work .. guess it goes the same for everyone... finally lunch time came... asked Elaine if wat time wana go for lunch.. she told me she going home.. I was like 'wat?'... she said she is sick ah... erm I see she is ok lor.. except that got to everytime clear her throat.. anyway if she wana go off.. tell me earlier rite? hello I am your partner leh... u dun wait for me to ask then u tell me lor... Really pissed off lor... So I went out for lunch with Karen.. Came back from lunch & saw she left many email printouts on my desk to follow up... & one of them was for me to call our Sweden office... she wrote 'called them on thurs but till now no reply '... wah lau... so these few days why u never call them? Sat u work cant call ah? & are you too sick to even lift up the bloody handset to call Sweden.... ? piang... I see liao super pissed... WHY THE HELL CANT SHE CALL AT HOME? If I go off on the dot, I oso got to call Sweden after work leh... think MC big FUCK ah... !!! I was super angry until when I complaint to Saadiah, I almost cried... How many times have she gone missing this yr already? countless... even her customers kept asking me 'why she have so many leaves ah?'...or 'MC again ah?'... Jus when I have the motivation to strive after the tok with manager, this type of things happen again... it really make me feel like resigning... who can understand my position.. I dun mind backing up her shit work.. but in the end its not recognised... she get much more bonus than me.. Why? I hate it... & when I jus go on leave for 2-3 days... she will complain to supervisor alot of work to do... & my work is all in a mess... who noes it? who has to clear it after that? Its ME!!!!... I am the one who get scolding from customer even though she is the 1 who do it... FUCK MAN!!!... I am REALLY not Happy working here anymore... esp with such a partner... You might think I am such hypocrite.. talking behind her back.. but I simply dun care already.. Honestly she is a not bad fran... but colleague... can forget about it... She is a terrible working partner...

Today she came back to work... thinking everything will be back to normal again... Andrew called me ard 9pm while I was out with Calista... he tell me that Elaine's sis called to inform that Elaine met with an accident... & warded to hospital... damn.. I noe I should feel sad.. but I cant help feeling angry... AGAIN!?!?!?... I am SUPER SUPER SUPER SICK of such things already.... Y cant she jus let me carry on my job in peace... & stop giving me such nonsense... If she were in my shoes, she sure go crazy 1... who can take such fucking things??? time & time agian.. When can she stop go missing? Its only a matter of time... will see how long more I can tolerate... May find me childish that I resign cos of her.. but I am TOTALLY UNHAPPY working with such pple... Urgh.....

P.S: Something wrong with photobucket.. Will try uploading the pics taken on Sun soon...

**Fed up w Work**

Elaine was on MC on Friday... angry was how I felt when I heard tat... she always MC the next day she goes out with me... she is the 1 who wanted to join us for dinner on Thurs 1 leh... in the end.... hai~... she always go missing.. I am really damn fed up already.. anyway I tried to finish my stuff including hers as well... dun wana stay any longer @ work... Thumper Guy 'dua' us.. he got some family stuff... anyway Calista called just in time so we met @ Suntec... walk ard for the Commex show... she really xiao mei mei leh.. no patient 1... I like da jie... acc this ger go wherever she wans lor... then we ended up @ Addicted... waiting for my babysitter to come fetch me home... haha... This babysitter took her own sweet time to go home ... change... meet New for dinner then come find me.. Auntie.. later I drunk liao how.??? haha... Anyway no.. I wasn't drunk tat nite lah.. in the end was Karen who kept puking... she didnt really drink much... but guess cos of the empty stomach... In the end New insisted he send us home... & he is actually the drunk 1... haha... we got to stop him @ Karen's hse downstairs to allow him to puke & rest awhile.. & we stayed there for about 1 hr+.. before we wake him up & send him back... by the way Karen got to work the next day lor... @ that time was already 4am liao... ok.. here comes the joke of the day...
We were at this spot waiting for cab where the MRT track is above us... & the lamp-post shinning down... New suddenly said...'dun sit there lah.. the sun so bright & hot...sit here ah... (under the track)' ....I hear liao.. immediately looked at Karen... too stunned with wat he said... its really very funny.. basically I was laughing my head off lor... hahahahahahah....

**New 'seh'-ing..trying to shield off the 'sunlight'**

That nite slept ard 5 am.. until next day 4.30pm.. shiok rite.. was really tired... but no matter wat cant compared to Karen ah.. she super woman ah.. can slp late... wake up early for work.. anyway our plan on Sat was to go Addicted again.... Met her & 'A' for dinner @ the esplanade then we went to have chocolate fondure.. Yummy yummy..... headed to Addicted but sadly.. no one we noe were there except Calista... sian.. mostly all xiao di di & xiao mei mei... so Karen & I decided to go Fullerton for healthier drinks... while walking... Calista called.. asked where we were... seems like she dun wana stay @ Addicted & wanted to join us... so these 2 da jies walked back to find her & we ended up at a cafe opp Bugis Junction... the whole coffee session were basically photo taking lor... ya.. all 3 of us were vain 1.. haha... super zi lian....Thats how we spent our Sat nite...

**Sinful yet Delicious Chocolate Fondure**

**Me & Karen**

**Calista.. Dun worry...I will protect u... haha**

**My Da Jie & me**

**All 3 of us 'zi lian'**

**Pretty??? hehe...**

**Nice.. but too small... cos taken fr hp**

**Both of us acting cute**

Sunday met the 2 gers @ Suntec... Went with Karen to the food fare... not tat good as I have expected ah.. but still can make it lah.... Calista joined us later for the Commex show... really 'gain' to buy the UltraSlim Sony Cybershot DSC-T1.. they are selling for $749 + free 1 256 mb & 512 mb memory card... worth it rite.? but I not desperately need it leh... i have my Canon cam where is 5 megapixel mah.. not much diff... so maybe next time or so bah.. maybe I get to win another digital cam from my company's D&D this yr? haha.. dream on ah... Anyway Karen & I went shopping after the Commex... as for Calista.. she too eager to sing KTV liao.. so went off to Addicted in a cab... heng i went shop shop.. managed to get a real bargain @ GG5... saw this office wear dress which is initally $90+... & its having 70% discount.. so I paid only $29.60 for it.. it looks nice leh... soon Calista called & said Dimple Guy & Wil are @ Addicted.. haha.. okok.. I physco Karen quickly go with me... Tat nite we have an enjoyable nite... esp Karen.. who is drunk.. she ah.. drink so much... Da Jie.. u mus noe ur limits k? dun drink anymore if u cant... no one can force u 2 drink... u are suppose to babysit me leh.. not the other way round.... haha.. Anyway the atmosphere was quite high & all of us were dancing to the music when we sang Elva's 'ai de zhu da ge''... we were ard half gone ah when we sang it.. I saw Wil singing to it.. so I passed the mic to him.. & found out that he actually anyhow singing leh.. not according to the lyrics.. eg... 'ni' he sang as 'wo'... I asked him if he really really noes how to read chinese or not.. he said ya.. & continue singing rubbish... stupid guy... he 'seh' liao ah... spoil my song...

Anyway I took the chance to ask him be my pillar tat nite .. so basically I was leaning on him ... hehe... i abit 'seh' only but i realise he kept moving... & i told him to stop it ... he then told me a lame excuse... 'I am not moving.. is the chair.... the chair is a living thing.... I am a non-living thing...' I think he is gone liao ah... haha.... 'fun fun'... are what Karen & I commented about last nite.... hehe....took pics ah.. but now very tired liao.. need to Zzzz.... to be continued .....

**Am I Too Sensitive?**

Friendship changed... Am I being too sensitive? I dun think so... pple changed & I dun see why am I being treated this way recently.... Someone say I am very soft-hearted & will forget about it soon... & everything will be back to normal... Yes.. I agree I am soft-hearted... but I cant see myself giving in.. at least for now... cos it really hurts & anger me....

This morning woke up with a terrible hangover...feeling was damn horrible & I vomited 3 times... really really really bad... heng in the afternoon ok liao... guess cos yesterday having different kind of drinks (tequila. kilkenny & martell) with empty stomach & drank too fast...

Anyway my schedule for this week....

Wednesday @ Addicted w Calista & Karen
Today dinner with Karen , Thumper Guy& Elaine @ Big O Cafe...
Tomorrow dinner with Karen & Thumper Guy @ Yatch Club...
Sat @ Addicted with Calista & Karen...
Sun going shopping & 'mum mum' @ Suntec with Karen

See..Will be meeting Karen for 5 consecutive days...hehe Bo Pian... she is my bf mah...
okok.. got to sleep liao... 'seh-ing' already.... Nitez...