I am back at my aunt's place... kinda miss this place leh.. haha.. just came back from dinner @ hg mall... suppose to go home straight after work to catch the Superstar,, even thought of getting takeaway from Mac... But Dear suddenly called while I am on the way back.. talked for awhile before he asked wana go eat or not... how can I reject him... so ok lor... went home to put my laptop then walked to hg mall.. Though its a short dinner but enjoyed his company.... :)

The past weekend was enjoyable as well.... in the end on Sat, we went bowling with my colleagues... Saadiah brought her son as well... at first he was damn shy... but after some warm-up, he became active & kept talking...very cute boy... but he dun wan to take pics... but still managed to take a few lah... haha... Dear enjoyed himself as well... actually among the 5 of us, only Tracy & I duno how to play but at least still got pose to bowl leh... me completely duno 1.... but suprisingly, I scored the highest in the first game, 107... haha... but I dropped to the 3rd place after the 2nd round.. Aini & Dear are on the top.... Too bad, we do not have enough time.. played 2 rounds & got to go.... but we planned to play again on Thurs...and of cos with Dear as well :)

After that we headed to AMK for mahjong... wah.. duno how long no play liao... think since CNY leh.. & this is the first time I met Dear's frans again after our break up.... kinda awkward at first but after that ok liao... we took turns to play & won $60... hehe... Enjoyed the saturday.. its like he got to be our with my frans.. & so am I out with his frans as well... Saadiah asked if he is being forced to come bowling... well, no leh.. i need not force him or pester him to go lor.. its automatic ting 1...

Dear went to take his prac 1 on Sunday afternoon & passed... happy for him & hoped he passed the remaining pracs... after which we headed to Marina Sq to collect the NDP preview tickets & went to watch Death Proof... well it sucks.. too much scene being cut off... which led it to be sucky... saw the website of this show & there are many scencs which were being cut...sian....

Tracy said that can see Dear has 'ren yuan'.. which is true lah.. he is super friendly... she also commented that though Dear is not handsome but he has the cute look, especially when he smile... which I totally agree.... I love Dear's smile... finally she said from Dear's actions & the way he look at me, can tell he cares about me... :) I oso agree... he change alot since the time we patch back...
Did I mention oso that he told me 'I love you'... hehe.. so sweet..... :)

Have been wanting to blog but everytime on laptop.. only wanting to click click.. but dun have the energy to type... haha.. to make it simple.. i am lazy.... Well tok about the apprasials first.. erm I finally managed to finish in time & sumbit to my manager... suprisingly, she commented it was gd for a first-timer & no need much amendments... however she said that I am quite stringent on the scoring for my staffs ... got meh? she oso appraise me very strictly leh... haha.. anyway i did well during the past 6 mths (thats wat my manager say lah)... though I tot I would have scored lower.... she said in terms of leadership, I was better than E.... E started off bad as she didnt manage her team well...but now so long liao, she of cos got improve lah.. Going forward, of cos manager expects much more in the next 6 mths from me lah... so ah.. meaning my Aug bonus would be quite gd oso leh... hehe....

My mum called me 2 weeks ago but I missed it... she jus gave me probia.. I do not know what she wants & dun wish to know.... At that period when our relationship was improving, she called & demanded money... aft which when things turn sour, she suddenly call & ask me to try clothes... I cant take the drastic change in her each time... wat exactly she wants??? My aunt told me she is angry when I didnt return her call... wel... they jus dun understand... do I have to always take her nonsense???

Talking about me & Dear... erm it has been sweet & loving... have been meeting almost every day except Mon... actually last Thurs was preparing to go home straight after work.. then as usual Dear will call me during lunch time... so I merely ask if he is going to play badminton after work as usual??? he said no.. then ask y? wana go out ah? erm i frankly dun have the intention lah... but since he said so we ended up catching a movie after work... This week only went home on Monday... I feel like telling my aunt can reduce rent or not... since I rarely at home... haha.. but dare not to say...
Initailly have been asking Dear to go Sentosa cos have not been there for ages... but he always reject me saying expensive lah.. wait till he got bike then say lah.. etc.. but yesterday suddenly on our way home he mentioned lets go next week... i actually tot go JB leh.. then he said Sentosa... haha... I was so happy... :)

To summarise, he has been very loving.... caring & sweet.. really change from his initial attitude when we are back together... :)

Later might be going to play bowling with Saadiah, Tracy & Aini.. or maybe go have dim sum @ Teahouse.... erm depends on him lor... i anything 1... but we gonna collect the NDP tickets @ Marina Sq... its only for the preview lah... didnt get for the actual day 1... okie... got to go.. maybe before meeting Dear, go do pedicure... hehe

这段日子感觉到好辛福。。。。。
就好像刚刚谈恋爱一样 ：）

I am suppose to be busy doing the appraisals for my staffs but I am just dragging it... Dun feel like doing it... Worse still, I haven do my evaluation which suupose to hand in today.. but manager say extend till Monday... so ... I haven even started typing a word yet... haha
Received letter from IRAS yesterday that I got to pay $200.00 tax... sian... Although to some pple this amount is not alot but is alot to me leh... Govt giving me $200 for the GST offset & now I got to give them back... :(

Btw remembered that time when I bought my Gucci bag, E said not nice.. not her type... jus now she told me that she bought a Gucci bag & its the same design as mine.. only color different... Nabei.. I shoot her back...'tot tat time u say not nice??' then she twist her word... say is she refering to the color.. not the design.. wah win liao lor....Angry

Suddenly this tot is so strong... have been wanting to settle down.... get my own house... not now... but at least its time to plan.... but hearing him say he wana take his cpf to invest... i noe he is not thinking about it... he mentioned tat afterall he not using the cpf mah... wana tell him wat i am thinking but afraid will scare him off.... hai~

I am back @ my aunt's place.. after staying for 5 nites @ Dear's place :( Though I noe its better for us not to everyday meet each other... i still miss him & hope can have him beside me every nite... :p one can never be satisfied...

Thursday
Went Suntec & Dear bought his hp... he was so excited about it.. :) I go 'tong tong' & we went to catch sweets @ arcade... of cos intention is to aim the jackpot... pple who always go arcade catch toys should noe wat I am refering to... After that bough a 2GB Zen V Plus mp3 player... pink color leh.. nice... :) Watched Shrek after that.. though saw many comments that part3 is not as funny as the previous 2... well I still enjoy it... the baby donkey cum dragon is jus so adorable.... tot that nite shld be going hm but while eating, he mentioned 'U tonite staying my house rite' haha.. of cos lah... I wana hug Dear & slp...

Friday
Went walk walk with Saadiah & Tracy after work @ Tampines... Dear came to meet me after his work & we went for our dinner before we headed home... Simle Friday nite but as long as with ur loved ones.. how simple oso will be happy..

Saturday
Dear need not work but poor me got to...sian... went back to his place after work... ate our lunch & both of us fell into deep sleep... especially me.. I am sleeping when realised that Dear's hand was opening my mouth.. Initally tot I was dreaming.. of that when i noe its not, i tot he was dreaming wat type of weird dream until his hand land on my mouth... then i realise he was actually dreamingly opening my mouth to prevent me from grinding my teeth... haha.. too loud that he is being distrubed by it... actually this is not the 1st time ah... Dear told me previously that he always open my mouth once I grind too loudly... but i didnt feel it until that day... haha... so funny.... We finally woke up at 7+ & headed to Bugis for dinner.....walk around, play arcade.... before we headed home....

Sunday
Dear went to play soccer in the morning.. before he went off, he hugged & kissed me.... After that he went to cut & dye his hair.... whereas I went to do soft rebonding... result of it... not those very straight type ah.. but at least neater... & my colleagues say nicer .... then we went Marina Sq to buy his 2GB memory card.. have dinner @ Yuki Yaki.. then walked to Bugis to take bus.. Before tat we stopped over at the arcade at Bugis... & Dear caught a Minnie mouse for $5... very cute... I love it... Btw, had a nightmare that day.. dreamt that Dear told me that he go back with me is for fun... & in the meantime he is still waiting for the rite ger to come.. I remembered I was crying so badly that I immediately woke up... very scary.... I even kept thinking about it when I am out... Never wan this to happen...
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Dear jus called.. he jus bought a badminton racket cos he & his fran are adding badminton as part of their workout routine... then they went to Bugis arcade again & caught Dear's favourite Xiao Ding Dang bolster... he was so happy while telling me... He said its very soft & next time when I stayed over, can hug liao... :) Jus then recalled something which he mentioned last nite while I am half aslp... but not sure so jus now confirmed with him over the phone....

Me: Did you mention I was hugging so many things last nite?
Dear: Ya lah
Me: Got meh?
Dear: Got lah... You hug minnie mouse... hug my pillow... & leg hug my bolster... arm lying on my small pillow... Like that nothing for me liao...

haha... never realise tat leh... anyway this morning told a pic of him while he was aslp... so cute... his hand was beside his lower cheeks... like broken-wrist .. haha.. cannot post the pic.. later he scold me... i show Aini & she laughed like hell.... although his actions showed tat he loves me... being more caring & concern.. always wanting to hold my hand.... etc... I still waiting for him to tell me he loves me.. I wan to hear it from his mouth.... at times , i still wonder if he still like me or love me.... althought with all the things he had done... I still feel insecure... I wan to hear him say it out...Btw that day when he changed to his new hp... I saw the msges from the bitch in his SIM card... I asked him y? still cant bear to delete ah? He said that he dun delete msges 1 mah... he will delete 1 shot when the quota is full.. i was not happy hearing that... seriously I was so affected when I saw the msg from the bitch even though I already noe that he is still keeping... My face turned black.. & he was like 'Orr.. u wana show me attitude again is it?' We kept quiet & went for our movie... He later fed me with nachos & i alrite liao.. the next day, I saw he deleted all the msg liao... :)

Okie... got to rest liao.. nose keep dripping while typing this post... falling sick liao... dun when wana take MC...hehe