Suddenly has the urge to blog.... why?? cos tot of the scary past... Talked to Aini over lunch about what had happened 4 mths ago...during conversation the sad feelings started flowing in & was afraid that history will repeat itself.... I duno what will it be like losing him again... just cannot imagine... & dun wish to have this turn into reality... No No No No............ This is never going to happen & I am not going to make it happen!!

its been 2 weeks since I last blogged.. oso nothing much to say ah... cos everything jus went well... Dear has been very good to me.... too good that at times i find he probably love me more than I love him... hehe... we meet almost everyday & would go bowling with my colleagues on Sat... Occasional mj session as well with his frans... :)

This Sunday will be Dear's bday & he will be holding BBQ at Pasir Ris Park on Saturday.. erm still duno wat to get for him leh.... totally no idea... hai~.... asked Saadiah & tracy to come along on Sat as well.. cos I will be very bored... all Dear's frans leh... unlike him, I not the socialable type... hehe... planned to go earlier to cycle as well... with Saddiah's cute son Martin... that day Saadiah was having the below conversation with her son.....

Martin: Where is Calvin?
Saadiah: Calvin sleeping lah
Martin: Where is Cass?

Saadiah: Cass sleeping with Calvin ah.....

A few days later, Saddiah called her son asked if he wan to go bowling with us the next day....

He was very excited & asked 'Calvin wake up already or not? '.... haha.... Saadiah couldnt stop laffing & wanted to share this with some1... she called me straightaway & tell me...

Below is baby Taz which Dear has caught for $1.... Mini Toons is selling @ $60.... :) Baby Taz at Dear's place & I wish I can hug it now.... I oso quite heng.... caught a big bear on Saturday for $1 as well.....

Saw a 3rd party's entry a few days ago & it raged me... jus suddenly found it so fake... this whole thing is jus so plastic.... 2 pple mentioning about their personal life encounters which are so similar & as if they are so angel.... that they are so understanding & nice... if so, why do I often hear from one complaining about the other??? After that entry, realised that A most likely has been talking bad about me to B where in return A has complained to me about B... complicated?? haha... this confusion will become ironic if u understand wat I am saying...

On the other hand, the entry oso tickles my feet while reading... to see someone self-praising oneself... saying things which would not be done... but in actual fact has did it... well how I noe... remember??? I heard complaints from pple...
Well enuff said...