**Boring Saturday Nitez**

I cant remember when was the last time I spent my Sat nite at home... It seems like ages... anyway here I am stuck at home whole day cos CNY is approaching & am being forced to do spring cleaning... Sian... So many years never go 'bai nian' liao & neither do any relatives come to our house.. so why still need to do spring cleaning...???? Just the normal cleaning will do liao lor... hai~ ... But this does not mean I this week never go clubbing... :)

Karen sms-ed me last min on Thursay asking if wana go Dbl O... cos she meeting her ex-colleagues... Pat & frans oso joined... that nite at Dbl O was super duper quiet.. no pple 1... boring.. heng ladies free entry... so we headed to MW... never expected there is equally quiet as well.. guess the whole MS is dying soon already.... Overall not fun...headed home ard 12 plus.. BTW saw the q outside Dbl O suddenly was damn long when we are going off... mostly Malays... cos that nite's theme is hiphop and R&B ah....

On Friday, I was half-hearted whether to go Devils or not... I confirmed with Calista already beforehand.. but on the other hand.. I very tired leh... didnt have enough sleep for the past 2 nites... then 9pm, she called me to find out that I am still slping... she kept saying not to play her out.. so ok lor.. I got up.. get ready & went down... Calista came w 3 guys.. but all haven 21 yet... in the end the guys got to head to other place... my fran oso cant help even though he is quite a 'well known' member there... so in the end he only signed both me & Calista in.. & this ger after awhile went off liao... wah.. I damn du lan at that point of time lor.. heng before that I ask Jin to come down.. else I be left alone... saw my colleague, Vin again... hehe... he came over to our table & all 3 of us talked cock for almost 3 hrs... Jin did a 'big' favour for me by hinting to Vin that I am interested in him.. haha.. damn pai sia.... Jin & I left ard 4 plus.. before that Vin signalled me to keep in contact thro phone... then i told him to call me ah... cos I will never call his house 1... (btw he cut off his hp line liao)... nonetheless i took his house number ah... then I 'suan' him by saying 'but I noe u a busy man ah... so no time to call me 1 lah...' He said he aft 27th will be free liao.. so I told him we shall see lor... :p Stomach was making noise when Jin & I left Devils.. so we went Mac for our early breakfast... Something hilarious happened at Mac... shall not go into it.. but was laffing like hell until my stomach aches... Before we went off, the Mac delivery guys even told us to come back next time for some laughter...

Woke up at 12pm today by my mum... super tired man... but the 1st thing I tot of was Vin when I woke up... :p was lazing ard when my hp rang... saw his name flashing..i took a closer look at my hp to confirm... Yes.. Its him.. haha... he told me he reached home liao.. but cannot sleep... btw he has not slept for the whole nite lor... he super chiongster... stay at devils until 6 then went home & straightaway go work liao... anyway we talked cock for an hr before he went to slp... after the call, I kept smiling to myself.. oh no!! I am going crazy... haha... but in front of him, I mus keep my cool... Oops... did I mention he stays opp me? haha... so we sometimes go back together, i.e if i leave at 5.30 sharp lah... Cant wait for Monday... !!!! :p

**Angry....**

Finally have the time & energy to write this entry... actually wanted to blog on sat afternoon when I am back from work.. cant wait to voice out the shitty Friday nite... but just no time....

Didnt have any plans on Fri nite.. Calista called & wanted to go club.. then Erik oso asked that nite go where... so in the end we headed to Dbl O cos I got free entry... Erik as usual put aeroplane again... anyway while waiting for Calista & fran outside Dbl O, I saw him queuing up...& immediately 'siam'.... dun ask me y i have such reaction.. I was just so scared to see him... my heart suddenly beat very fast & felt very cold... probably part of the reason is I was awfully dressed that nite cos in the 1st place didnt really have the clubbing mood... i called Cali & asked if we can change location... but they wanted Dbl O.. .. so I went in & kept a lookout for him... making sure I am at the other side of the room from him... however no matter where I was, I jus bump into his frans... so 'sway'... later part of the nite i was at the lounge part.. sitting down relaxing when I noticed that he was at the other side... lying flat on the sofa.. DRUNK... wonder if I am being over sensitive, i saw his group of gers suddenly turned & kept looking over at my direction... I cant help being sensitive cos I heard that they have been spreading rumours about me... not to forget 'adding salt & pepper' to it...but anyway watever they wan to say, I will just ignore... jus like frans who have advised... they are just being immature & if I am to get affected by the rumours, I am oso being childish which I am not & do not wan to... Recall back, its really really very true that always there will be 'something' when I go to Dbl O... close frans will noe wat r the 'things' lah... wonder wat will be the next 'thing' if I ever to go Dbl O again?

Headed to work the next day after slping for 3 hrs.. not that bad lah... better than only slping for 1 hr... reached home ard 3pm.. then Erik jio go party that nite... I wasnt preparing to club leh.. since last nite went already & very tired... but he said he bad mood.. intending to party like crazy... etc.. so ok lor... I jio Pat & David.. then Jess... & since cant find anyone to sign me in Devils that nite, we arrange to go before 9pm to get free entry... I called Erik at 7pm to tell him to reach by 8.30 .. he tell me he cant.. i was like wat!!! u at home now & u cant? plus u r driving man... & he started to ask me how much is the cover.. I wasnt sure so told him ard $20.. he tell me so ex & if he got to pay.. he might not be coming... I was angry that he put me aeroplane again.. then he said ok.. he will come... so in the end he reached Devils slightly after 9.. kena pay cover.. then dun wana go in.. called me to go Mac find him.. I ask him to meet me at Devils' entrance... he said he drinking coffee.. he damn 'da pai' .. i told him I oso drinking wat... then hang up... was super pissed off by him....sms him saying 'dun ever ask me out again'.... then he replied, saying he forgotten to take his wallet out.. he go home first then come over.. when i saw that .. i was laughing inside... he think I 3-yr old kid.. so easy to bluff ah... i told him 'we shall see about it'... & his final sms was 'really ah....' haha... biggest joke of the nite... in the end no news from him at all.. dun even have the courtesy to sms me he is not coming... jus disappear... Recalling back.. this bloody guy even told me earlier on not to play him out... in the end who play who out!!! F**ker... Imagine, I come out... jio everyone out.. all cos of him... then he not there.... Today still have the cheek to msn me saying he went Tanjong Pagar yesterday... I duno how many umpteen times he have played me out... Saadiah said maybe he noe I got other frans with me ... so he find its ok.. but maybe when u r alone, he wun... Sorry to say...its totally untrue... even if I got frans with me... its bad to put aeroplane & worse not to tell pple u cant make it & jus disappear... or wait till I have to ask if u r coming or not... & he got play me out before when I am only supposedly going out with him... jus that when such incident happen, he will tell me he unable to make it... just before I about to get out of the house... sickening guy isnt it....??? Making it worse, he is the one who always ask pple out.. & he is oso the one who cant make it in the end... Damn pissed... I will NEVER wana go out with him anymore... Just return my $$ & fuck off.... Yes... I super HATE him now... !!!

**SingleHood...**

Today had our monthly dept meeting... & mangaer talked about her goals in 2006 for our dept to acheive.... mainly empathising on the MC rates.... hum... saying mus take care of health while young... cannot party so much... haha.. I noe where is she heading to ah.... & i am oso well aware of what I am doing... so I will LOOK into it.... hehe... After the 1hr plus meeting, we headed to Sakura for our dept dinner... Its kinda 'welcome Saadiah back... Goodbye Andrew' dinner.... erm actually not really goodbye lah... just that Andrew will be transfered to another dept... anyway we will still be under 1 company & btw he is getting married next mth... dinner will be held at Shangri-La Rasa Sentosa... so next mth pocket burnt 1 big hole liao... Food @ Sakura not tat bad ah.. never tried before & very long never eat buffet liao... now stomach bloody bloating man... Hate that....

Today is someone's bday... someone who has deleted me from friendster & msn.... ya I can still remember.... was asking frans yesterday should i sms & wish him...however everyone gave me negative answer.. even to an extend willing to treat me dinner if I dun contact him... so I guai guai listened to them lor... I noe watever they advise me is for my own good eventually....

Nowadays will suddenly feel its a good thing being single... duno y will suddenly think this way but it only lasted for a short while... but am having this thought quite frequently... I mus slowly start to think this way liao... its not tat bad being alone afterall..... u have freedom.. can do anything u wan.. go anywhere u like... without any restrictions isnt it?

**Piggy Me.....**

Really went to MOS last nite w Jess & fran... eve of Hari Raya... it was a last minute decision... & this is my first time going out with Jess after being colleagues for so long... the queue wasnt tat long as I have expected... erm dun find that happening yesterday nite liao leh ... but maybe only last nite lah.. plus Jess not 'high' enough yet to go dance.... ard 12 plus Pat came to fetch us to go Devils.... hehe... I got Karen's colleague to sign all 4 of us in... at least can save some $$ ah... guessed I drank until quite high liao... daring everyone to go platform dance... We oso saw one of our colleagues there... erm not really considered colleagues oso ah... is actually our contractor.... always feel happy when u see pple u noe during clubbing... Ard 3 plus, Pat left with Jess & fran.. they tired liao... as for me, still got the energy.. so stayed with David, Eric & frans... we partied till ard 5 then went to have nasi lemak for supper.. damn hungry man... never eat dinner leh... Slept at 7 am this morning... only until now then woke up... haha.. ya... i slept more than 12 hrs... suppose to pick up contact lens today 1... but too tired & lazy.. plus the weather is so damn shiok to sleep ... Wondering if I can still sleep tonite... well.. definitely yes... I am a pig mah....

**Weekly Entry**

Looking back at previous posts.... seems like I am only updating my blog on a weekly basis.... haha.. cos nothing much happening in my life to update leh...

past week has been so so... with the new account 3Com... however seems like my manager was not happy when I went off on the dot on Fri... piang... dun tell me I have to really stay back everyday meh... & its only Fri that I went off at 5.30 mah... Saadiah said its ok.. but I mus be preapred to stay back next week... hai~... thats the bad thing about handling big account... mus put in alot... & that is really alot of dedication & proactive-ness in that account...

yesterday went for dinner with polymates... then went to Thumper but boring.. so headed to Makino... only to find it worse.. so in the end MOS... haha... I find tat nite the music was not bad leh.. but Pat & gang dun really like it... maybe they old liao ah.. haha... last nite didnt dance much.. so now still very 'gain' to go clubbinig again.... who wan to acc me go??? I wana go MOS.... !!!

**Good Start....**

Woke up damn early today cos last nite slept at 9pm.. supposedly go MOS 1.. but fell asleep & my phone on slient mode... when I woke up.. only to realise so many sms-es....

Dyed, highlighted & trimmed my hair today with Karen... didnt realise my hair is soooo long liao... Karen did rebonding... after that went to Calista's place to tok things out.... ya.. everything is alrite now... tats a good thing.. my matter is oso kinda solved... managed to contact the person & tell him to clear the whole issue up... Decided to still keep in touch with him.. still can be frans wat.... Glad that things are solved... :)

Calista oso called 'him' today to confront him... erm I realise he has deleted me from his msn contact list liao.. good thing oso lah... he himself dun do wat he said 1.. say dun contact liao.. but still msn/sms me... say free go for coffee... wah lau.. does he noe wat is dun contact liao or not???
Guess this is a good thing afterall oso,.. frans have been telling me not to contact him already... well I did listen to them lor.. i didnt.. but he did... & I cant bring myself to ignore him when he contact me... i am a very nice ger 1 lor.. :) Anyway I realise I no more feelings for him liao ah... haha... Sharon mus be so happy to see this man... hehe... :) Maybe my attention is now being diverted to so many other pple liao... much better pple...

New start for the brand new year... Will live everyday of 2006 to the fullest.... Be happy everyday.... :)

**Year 2006 - A Brand New Year**

Happy New Year Franz!!!!

Time really flies.... its 2006 now... past year hasn't been a good one for me... hopefully its better starting from today... of cos I myself will try to make it happen as well... :)

Was busy wif work for the last week of 2005... Nothing much happened till Friday... I went to a hse party with my fran.. its her fran's hse party... it was a very nice & big aprtment... party was quite boring until later part of the nite... anyway something horrible happened that nite... it has ruined my friendship with my fran... its my fault for leaving her alone... its my fault for not standing totally at her side when such thing happened... as a fran, I am on her side... but as a neutral party, I do suspect she has the tendency of faking it.. from past experience & watever that happened that nite... so I am in a v.difficult position... I dont noe how to put it...
'Ger, I am sorry & hope u can understand... I dun feel good about this whole incident as well.. & as to wat u said about the guys saying wat I did... well I REALLY didnt do it... I dun see why is there a need for me to deny if I did it... & if there is a chance I wan to make this clear to u & the guys as well... ' Hope this will be the last such terrible incident that has happened, no more in 2006!!!....

Was too tired on New Yr's eve & since ard evening that day still no programme, decided to sleep early... until Karen called to jio play mahjong... luck was down that day & lose $$.... I sucks at mahjong man.. though I like to play... guess need to pay a bit more sch fees to master this game... Karen commented that when I am 'seh', i play better.... haha... yaya.. i agree... cos only the last part then i start to win alittle... next time play cannot be too wide awake ah....

Ok.. I am sleepy again... going to take a short nap... :p