**Undescribable Feeling**

Here I am in my office typing this... called Singtel yesterday to have my home line cancel... well simply cos I am not staying there & the bill amount has been piling due to no payment made at all... My mum has been using the line & though its a small amount, I dun see the need to having to pay these additional charges.. Moreover her hp usage is always very little & with free incoming calls, I dun see any problem.... Did I mention before that she went to cancel all our joint bank accounts??? Well, after realising it, I am damn heart pain.. is as if she is servering all ties with me... So with all these reasons, I finally made the decision to cancel... Oh... Not to forget, I smsed her a few mths back saying I has cancelled the line however she replied back asking me not to... well softhearted me went to call Singtel to resume back the service... see thats me... hai~

Well, back to the subject... I just called back home to test & indeed line has been terminated... duno y but my heart sink... I suddenly felt sad? disppointed? bad? i duno exactly what I am feeling but i just dun feel good... is like now that my home line is cancelled & what if my mum change her hp number?? then there is no way I can contact her... (tat like as if I wan to now lah) but i just in such a dilemma situation.. I am as if cutting all ties/communication with her... how?? What should I do??? Also CNY is coming.. should I do anything??? We do not celebrate CNY & past years have been watching TV at home... but its a new year.. shouldn't be it having a brand new start with everyone in harmony???

**Boring Sunday**

Here I am typing this post while my boy is sleeping beside me... Sunday.. argh.. tomorrow got to go back work again.... Tot of eating Yuki Yaki for dinner but these few days stomach dun feel good.. eveytime eat already.. will pain like hell & end up going to the toilet... Sian.. all this started off with last Fri whereby I met Olive & Sam for dinner @ Ice Cold Beer.. after which didnt felt well & ended up vomitting 5 times & countless diahorrea that nite.. the next morning went to see the doc who simply bo chap what i tell her... jus told me dun eat this & that.... fine.. Went home to take medicine.. but still very in pain until I got to that nite went to see a 2nd doc whereby I requested for injection... the pain is unbearable already ah... following day seems fine however just ate a bun for the entire day.. no appetite ah... But never expect to end up having diahorrea again on early Monday morning.... so bo pian took mc again... & this 3rd doc gave me 2 days MC... hehe... hey my body still felt very weak on Monday okie... not trying to fake MC 1 hor... I told Olive & Sam never to go that place eat again... my stomach jus cannot take it the food there ah....

Btw went shopping with Ser yesterday... & guess wat.. I bought a Coach bag.. hehe.. actually I already have the intention to get a small bag for CNY & wanted to see LV & Gucci... Fancy 2 LV bags for its too ex liao ah.. over 1k... I cannot afford now since I just bought my Gucci less than a mth ago... as for Gucci, nothign caught my eyes.. until I went to Coach whereby I saw this bag & fell in love with it... hehe... price oso ok ah... close to $400.... Even my boy oso said its nice...Happy me got my bag already.. now I have to start shopping for clothes & shoes.... :)

**My new Coach Bag**


**My Gucci Bag**

**My Gucci Bag**

Finally I bought my first Gucci bag & it comes up to a 4 digit figure... $1170... Though abit heartache but sooner or later, I will buy it... The same day I bought my bag, something happen again & caused me to cry the whole nite even when I woke up the next day... However its somehow or rather been solved...

Now I am waiting for my boyboy to come back...so sian... waiting to have dinner with him... hai~ Btw realised that I could not sleep in peace when he is not home... dun ask me why oso... There are a few times he went downstairs to meet his frans & tok... & I was super tired & I did fell asleep.. but I keep waking up... however after knowing that he is back, I will be sleeping soundly... Funny rite???

Btw just now on my way home taking bus 25, I was coming down from the upper deck when I saw someone kept looking at me. I turned & saw my mum who turned away... Heng the bus stopped & I faster went down... Duno how to react when saw her.. Duno if she knew that I saw her as well.. erm.. what will she think seeing me carrying my new Gucci bag??? Somemore never give her $$ liao... Anyway she oso not concern about me..never call me at all.. only time she call is to ask$$ from me... so hackcare ah...

Okie... My boyboy's back & he is drenched due to the heavy rain... Poor thing... I wana go lie in his arms liao.. :)

**Sian....**

Today on leave.. i noe is jus the beginning of a brain new yr but guess due to the long holidays, I just feel very nua... No mood to work...

I had deleted the last 2 posts yesterday since everything now is back to normal btw me & him... However something happened last nite again... He told me to go home aft work, change & then meet him at Heartland Mall for dinner... so I met him at about 7.30.. He was playing LAN with his frans.. fine.. I waited then... cold, hungry, sleepy while waiting.. not to forget my throat sore... going to fall sick again... i fell aslp while waiting & they finally finished @ 9.30.... Great.. Finally I can have my long-awaited dinner... While having dinner, realise another of his fran coming down.... Quickly asked him whats the program after dinner... He said duno.. see first... Only to realise later that I got to sit there for 3 hours watching them play billard... Seriously, I was almost on the verge of flaring up... He only mentioned dinner without all this waiting... I asked him if he is in my position wun he feel angry?.. he said no & that he will join in with me .. Kao... of cos lah... we are talking about game leh... if ask him to acc me shopping, he sure flare up 1.. that time he waited for me & Olive to do our shopping @ Mango for half an hour, already face black black.. let alone for 5 hours.. just like what he did to me... Guys can never be sensitive enough... Sometimes, just felt bored with him... I would tend to ask my married frans if they get bored of their other half at times...Haven a year with him, I already have such feeling already.. Probably cos we are staying together already & get to see each other everyday... There is pros & cons to it lah....

Okie.. He just called to ask if I wan my favourite bubble tea... haha... sometimes small things he do will jus pacify me lor.. I am those very easily to 'hong' 1.... :) Even though how pissed I was last nite, I today will be ok liao.. but make sure next time he dun show me face when shopping ah... else I sure shoot back him 1.... I was telling Saadiah that till now, I still find him very cute esp when he is asleep... hehe... Though i just mentioned tat I am bored with him at times... Its more like always doing the same old activities.. Sian mah... But nonetheless, I still love my baby....

He is back with my lunch.. **Hungry hungry** Bye.. :)