Cassie

Just wana be Happy with my Loved Ones....

Thursday, February 23, 2006

**Happier me...**

Am suppose to do some work stuff but just dun feel like doing.. instead tot of leaving a short entry here.... hehe...

Life has been alrite... yesterday went to have dinner with Karen & frans @ Al Dente... actually is to celebrate Karen's bday... ambience not bad but food not worth it... anyway at least we tried the place... Bought her a Precious Moments Snowglobe.... very nice leh.. guess she can start a Precious Moments' collections already... Have been getting her things from there recently... Its just so cute lor....

Suppose to meet Ser today.. Its been very long that we last met.. however its always either party unable to make it... as for today, I have cancelled the meeting cos I am super tired with last nite's dinner... oso duno y... Anyway heng never meet oso... my right eye now v.swollen... covering 1/4 of my view.. hope it subside tomorrow...

One of my ex collegue commented that I looked happy... happier than the last time he saw me which is like 2 yrs plus ago when I was with Kenneth... erm... I am still thinking if wat he said is true... Anyway last week Vin & I have planned to go for a short trip to Malasya since his uncle has a vacant condo there... both of us have applied leave... collecting the keys from his uncle tomorrow...almost arranged everything EXCEPT telling my mum... I have never gone out of SG w frans before & she will never let... frans who know me well should noe how tough it will be to get permission from my mum.... I have been wanting to tell her but always dun have the courage to open my mouth.. afraid she will reject me straight in the face....
Finally I tried just now.. & guess wat... she merely asked who I am going with & where... then she didnt say anything liao... haha... I succeed... so happy ... havent tell Vin yet though... Ok.. Now I am super excited about our short trip... really got to plan already... another week more before we head our way to Malaysia.... not to forget mus treat my mum nicer... :p
BTW tomorrow will be my first Friday nite spending it at home after so many months... No clubbing for me.. at least for the next 2 weeks... unless he goes... :( i abit sad lah.. but bo pian.. he wasnt happy when I went last week... so got to be guai guai ger....

ok.. got to stop.. its meant to be a short entry only leh... go slp liao... tomorrow morning wake up extra early to do my report lah....

Saturday, February 11, 2006

**Yawnzzzz...**

Currently waiting for Pat to call... Still duno where to go later... Actually I should be @ Andrew's wedding dinner but too tired already... Took a very short nap just now & couldnt wake up.. whole body & head aching... so I skipped it... :p its oso damn far lor.. Rasa Sentosa... wah.. just the tot of it.. sian..... anyway later clubbing session should be quite fun.. with all my colleagues.. hehe....

Continue from my last entry... well that nite Vin wasnt at Devils... in fact he called me after his mahjong session... :) he has been calling me everyday... erm to cut things short... we are together... for 1 week already... He has been very sweet to me... & it feels so good to have a bf who stay opposite me... everyday can see him.. somemore work in the same company.... Btw this is my 1st bf who is younger than me ... Karen is so excited that I joined her club... :( Anyway like wat she said, as long as I am happy can liao... hope this will last...

Seems to have many things to update but now cant think of anything at all... hai~....
ok.. Pat called.. gtg...

Thursday, February 02, 2006

**Just for Company???**

its been more than a week since I last blogged....been wanting to however always no time... hehe... was thinking could blog during the CNY since I dun go 'bai nian' 1.... but ended up too occupied with things already....

Past week was ok... erm can considered a pleasant 1... :) He has been calling me everyday... we would go home together if I finished off at 5.30... there are times we will meet for dinner & chat till midnite nearby my house....was feeling quite sad on saturday as I realise I got to wait till Wed then can see him again... damn this is the first time I am asking myself y mus have long holidays... haha... however it didnt turn out that bad.. he called me on sat nite, i.e CNY's eve... I was sleeping at that time cos the nite before only slept 3 hrs... (frans should noe y ah... hehe).....anyway we talked for awhile before realising I have not had my dinner... so I asked him out since he havent had his either... ya.. so like somehow I had my reunion dinner with him... :p.... chatted till ard 1am before walking back home...

First day of CNY went to fran's hse help him do project however I wasnt of much help ah.. cos I have almost forgotten everything what I have studied in NP already... felt quite bad.... anyway Calista called & jio mahjong in the evening... I agreed & was on my way there when she called & say she got something on.. will only join me later.. so I am suppose to go meet her frans first whom I have never seen before... heng they are a friendly bunch... played thro the nite... ard 8am next day then reached home....

Didnt catch much slp cos of some work stuff which my colleague has to disturb me from my beauty sleep.... after which he called as well... so we chatted for awhile before I get ready to Karen's place for another mahjong session... haha... my hands damn itchy recently... that day won abit... enough to cover my expenses for later part of the nite's activities... :p hehe... headed to DXO ard 12 midnite... thats my first time to that place... & oso will be my last... inside is damn stuffy... & I almost fainted... suddenly i felt damn uncomfortable & vision was damn dark & blur... anytime I could just drop down on the floor.... eventually I forced my way out of the place for fresh air.... woah.. outside was definitely much cooler than inside... slowly I got back my vision but whole body no strength... the feeling really damn scary man... anyway dun find there nice as well... i still prefer my current favourite hangout... Devils... hehe... Reached home ard 5am...

Was damn tired that I woke up ard 4pm the next day... after awhile he called... & we went to have our dinner... & as usual chit-chat... imagine... we met at ard 5.30... & talked until 1am... wah... thats really long leh.. but enjoyable... haha... I am happy when with him... even when I reached home last nite... I couldnt sleep... duno izzit too happy or just that I am not used to sleeping early... anyway I woke up today in a happy mood... dun ask me y... jus feel happy.... but at times... I kept asking frans... asking myself... is he interested in me? or he jus wan company? really duno wats the answer... time shall tell me the answer evetually....

He called me jus now but I missed it... called him back & ask y he called... erm he said he duno oso... then after that say jus wana see if I have finished work... cos he didnt see me in the 5.30 bus... :) anyway guess he is now at Devils, his 2nd home... hai~... he is really a chiongster... too much already.. though I often club but he is much worse than me... we shall see how lah....
Nitez Guys...